Saturday, April 30, 2005
hur hur. more pics for the special day 29th. let the picture do the toking.
me on the way to dear house. looking like an obasan!!!
reached dear house. show u all his baobei. the 3 guitars!!!
DEAR COOKING FOR ME!!! lol. so sweet rite? *muackz*
STEAK!!! hur hur. he ish so so busy with the cooking. and me??
BUSY SNAPPING AWAY IN THE KITCHEN!!! LOL!!!
the halfway done steak.
THE FINISHED STEAK!!! with cheese and the black black thing is not CHAO TAH k. its black pepper sauce.
the steak comes with potato salad!! all done by my dearie.
my finished plate.hur hur
den stayed at home and went to lot1 for dinner.
tada!! end of our day. hur hur.
thx dear for cooking and washing the dishes and waking earli to go buy the food to cook for me. thx for everything. MUACKZ!
Hanlin slept soundly at 10:32:00 PM
Thursday, April 28, 2005
ok lar. i've forgotten wad i wanna update le.ya lar. i noe u all don care. LOL
damn tired can... working 4 days in a row frm 11-9.
shitty. damn shitty. but the peeps there are nice.
haf very nice uncles, but mind u. they are the attitude salesman k.
haf very funny ah beng, very small size ah beng, AND, very cool ah beng.
the cool ah beng with english better den mine k!!! and i think all his ang kong add up can become a map liao. LOL!!!
jus a joke.
with a nerdy manager and a blur blur boss whom fyi is father and son.
LOL!!!
but they treated me well.
bought a chair for me to sit.
hur hur hur.
so sweet rite?
but still, i'm tired.
lets see wad i can remember k.
went to chiong with karen. on last wenesday or thurs i think.
den i KO-ed at 10 plus yesterdae till morning
den i think nthing more for me to add le leh.
LOL!!!!
i haf a boring life btw.
tml is off day.
it is also a special day.
*drumsroll*
3 years ago, i agreed to be dear's gf at the staircase!!!!
lol.
romantic rite. LOLOLOLOL
wadever. aniway,
HAPPY ANIVERSARY DEAR!!!! I LOVE U!!!!!!
hur hur.
i noe this is childish. so jus shaddup k. LOL
Hanlin slept soundly at 10:10:00 PM
Monday, April 25, 2005
i'm too tired. sry.Hanlin slept soundly at 11:00:00 PM so LONG no blog le.
not realli long lar hor?
aniway. suprised that miss linzzy woke up so earli?
that is bcoz in 1/2 an hour time i be off to work!!!
at sim lim, selling sony de digital camera.
LOL!!
ANIONE NEED CYBERSHOT CAMERA OR HANDY CAM??
*shaddup linzzy, earli in the morning ki siao*
hur hur. wadever.
promise there will be update when i come home in the nite k.
working from mon-thurs and sat.
damn siong. but nvm. got moneyyyyyyyyyyy
I AM IN NEED OF MONEY!!!!!!!!
*shaddup lar!*
.......
ok fine.
gtg liao.
late not nice.
hope the ppl there is friendly.
if not i'll die there. hur hur
*enuff of crapping lar. jus go. GO!*
ok ok. i'll go. byee
Hanlin slept soundly at 9:33:00 AM
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
seriously, i dunno wad i wan in life.neither do i noe what am i doing in the course i'm currently in.
studying for the sake of studying and i may not even go in that line after i finish my studies.
so sad rite?
but come to think of it, i wanna be a make up artist.
realli realli wanna take up make up course.
but for a good cert for make up u nid lots of money
and money? that 1 stuff i don haf.
imagine the type of achievement u will get helping ppl make up
a plain jane or a ger next door comes to u for makeup (e.g for her wedding)
and abit to help her look her best with little stuff like cosmetic
and the when u look at her, the plain jane becomes a princess.
the type of feeling u will have. so nice...
so sad. no money for my makeup course.
hais..
Hanlin slept soundly at 9:26:00 PM
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
long time no blog le.bought a few stuff.
lazy to say much.
onli my life is filled with game.
hur hur
nothing exciting happen leh.
karen's bday coming up.
dunno wad to buy.
TELL ME WAD U WAN LEH!!!
LOL.
aniway.
HAPPI BELATED BDAY BB ANGELA!!!
hmm..
let photos do the toking. woo...love this shoe. very special.
bought a new shoes.
Front view
Side view
the photos i too when i'm mugging
SEE!!! SO POORTHING!! COFFEE EVERYDAY!!!
luckily all over. hur hur
Hanlin slept soundly at 6:34:00 PM
Friday, April 15, 2005
oh great. i farked it up. i don't know how to do my last paper.. great. JUS GREAT! i totally blank out when i sit at my seats. i onli hope i will not fail...*pray hard*today is a bad day.
starts with me not knowing how to do my paper.
den waited for 2 hour for my pay check.
den rain on the way back.
den come home wanna play game but server down till 11pm.
wat else could go wrong? it doesn't matter. its bad enuff.
great. jus great. everything is against me today. i don't know why.
i think god hates me.
Hanlin slept soundly at 2:38:00 PM TML LAST PAPER!!! or shld i say later.
Cheers!!!!! everyone can enjoy liao!! those study in sp my course that is. i think all of sp student. *luaffs*
i'm not all prepared..too holiday mood liao.. hur hur hur...
after exams can full time play my game liao. and not forgetting work also... TML GET PAY!!! LOL
hur hur...go sleep le. tml wake up study abit again..tata all!!!
Hanlin slept soundly at 12:59:00 AM
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
have been busy playing game. online game tat is. i've becoming like an online game addict for christ sake! this is bad... but aniway...if u frens msg me on msn and i nv reaply means i'm gaming. LOL. not i don wan reply ok!last paper on this friday. wish me luck ya. after that we can mit up le. *those who wanna mit me that is*
a few things need to be done after my exams. i need to go collect my pay on FRIDAY. so nice. finish exams got money to spend. i need to go buy my lip gloss. i've said this sooooooo long ago. i need to go club. i need to get myself back to work. need to meet up with my friends. need to continue playing my game. LOL!!! i need to get my mum a present.(her bday coming) last but not least. I WAN TO WATCH SOUND OF MUSIC!!!
Sound of Music is a musical in case u dunno. its very very nice. fell in love with it when i 1st watched the vcd. anibody noes how much is the tix? or maybe wanna get one for me?? very lazy go sistic check for the prices. IT'S HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!!!
tsk tsk, musical..
now game server offline. so go time to blog. LOL!! back to play game le. tata.
Hanlin slept soundly at 11:09:00 PM
Monday, April 11, 2005
i'm super duper stress. gonna have my BMT paper in bout 1 hr time. and guess wad? if u asked me wad i studies i haf totally no idea!!! ARGH!!! how how how???hate this module. I CAN'T MEMORISE!!! i'm not the memorise type of person. i sux at memorising. think this is the most hated module. its in the top hated modules including CT.
how??? exams coming...how how???
gonna die this time. i jus pray for a jus pass. jus for a pass. nthing more nthing less. jus a pass. gawd. pls let me pass..
omg. i'm going crazy. argh argh...
wish me luck.
if i fail i will go murder lee mee fah. b4 that i'll threaten her to pass me. LOL!!!!! *joking*
Hanlin slept soundly at 4:50:00 PM
Saturday, April 09, 2005
yea...accts is over... my balance sheet balance at the 1st try!! so happi. shld be able to pass. *pray*change blog skin. realli liked this skin. simple and sweet. hur hur.
so boring. dear jus went work. BORED.
went westmall yesterdae and bought something which darling PY will be envious of. wahahahahah. it is...
wahahahahahhahahaha. lol. *ps. py. don jealous hor. i noe u like. LOL!!!
so bored. shopping anione?
Hanlin slept soundly at 1:03:00 PM
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
ok. forget bout the big hoohaa bout being fat in the previous post. hur hur. look at the time. and i'm awake! paper onli starts at 2. den why the hell am i awake so earli?COZ I HAVEN FINISHED STUDYING!!! dammit.
was thinking back. my sec school days. copied my way thru the days. homework and tests/exams mind u. yea. was abit of cheater back then. don study for my papers and i can actually still PASS! a huge part of me was into this ah lian-ism thingy. and studying wasn't the IN thing.
but now, even if i realli study i don even haf confident of passing my module! fark!
-back to ah lian-ism-
was actually a big time ah lian last time. or jus say i'm a CAL (chao ah lian in short). skipped school, runaway from home etc etc. wad kinda rebellious. my parents are having a hard time too. LOL! i mean seriously, where did that small lil innocent ger(ME) go?
learned smoking when i was onli 14. at onli 14 lor!!!! u noe wad ppl at the age of 14 is doing? they are at home STUDYING. or playing catching at their void deck. and me? SMOKING! gawd. and i REALLY BLARDY REGRET. cum'on, u noe how expensive is ciggs now? yea yea.. ppl will go ard saying. quit lar. if u wan do it u can de. all i can say is FUCK YOU. do u noe how bloody diff that is? u are not fugging in my shoes. true enuff, there is ppl who successfully quit smoking. but u noe how blardy small amt that is? jus hate ppl goes ard shoot of their mouth without thinking.
mixed ard with the super CAL and CAB bunch fer ard 2 years or so. den began to drift away from them. why? bcoz i nid to work. *poor me* but realli, if i didn't work in the 1st place, i guess i would be a CAL still. now whenever i look at them, the bunch i mixed with, or look at other lianz and bengz, i began to wonder, don't ppl grow up?? don't their thinking change? i mean, how could ppl still mixed ard with them? i am realli confused. i don mean they are bad but its jus that the things they do.
i DO NOT despise them mind you.
u imagine YOU, at the age of 20+, idling ard in some small neighbourhood shopping malls, jobless or changing their job requently, having an equally ah lian/ah beng gf/bf. den wad u all do everyday? everyday seh(take drugs)? or jus waiting for shotgun to get married? and who will be bring ur child up? ur PARENTS. haven they done enuff to bring u up? gawd.
alot of my frens still say i'm a ah lian (not as BIG time as last time although *LOL*). but pls lor. once an ah lian forever will be judge as an ah lian? the answer is YES! at least for me. true enuff, i fit into the category of AH LIAN smoothly. when i don smile, i look like ah lian. when i smoke, i AM ah lian. i'm vulgar, even worst, no nid say. and lastly, i USED TO BE an ah lian. but think bout it. am i? if i'm not why say i am? i use the word USED TO BE coz i now i'm not.
u can joke ard with me. calling me names etc once a while. but a have this particular not-so-close friend. everytime she sees me she goes "oi, ah lian............" or "u very ah lian leh." on the slightest thing i do. i mean since when i CHANGE my name to ah lian.or maybe i shld self introduce myself to her again.
"hi, my name is hanlin, not ah lian. maybe u haf mistaken me for someone else."
i made an effort to change.
but some ppl just don see it.
i don understand...
Hanlin slept soundly at 7:45:00 AM
Monday, April 04, 2005
the usual phrase, i'm getting fatter
the usual phrase u hear from all gerls.
its a boring post. ignore.
was wondering. why does all the gerls say that? including me also. its sort of in the hormones. from dunno when (can't remember) i've been getting fatter and fatter and have made up my mind to go on countless said-to-be diets (none of them succeeded aniway, so i'm still FAT). as u can see, on my wish list there is this wish that says, LOSE MY FATS, which is i concluded IMPOSSIBLE.
ppl would say the 1st thing u shld do is cut down on the junk food. but seriously, not much junk food has been eaten. for me that is. but of coz i still eat lar! but realli cut down alot frm last time already kz! the 2nd thing is cut down on the food u eat. but seriously, if i realli cut down animore i would not be eating anithing animore.(i'm a small eater, compared to my frens that is.) true enuff, i'm lazy to work out. but the above said shld be able to cut down a tiny whiny tweesy bit of fats rite? but no. it hasn't. so does the problem lies with me? or is it the fats in my body, my arms and tummy especially is PERMANTLY there or is it the fats love me so much that they don bear to leave me in this lonely world?
COME ON!! LEAVE ME ALONE!!! *if onli they would listen and understand. damn!*
i haf frens who eat alot. and i realli mean ALOT. and frens who eat normal but eat alot of times (yes, i'm refering to u my darling py) and they stay DAMN THIN. wtf? life's unfair? tell me bout it.
but aniway, which ger doesn't wan to look good and slim down? wear all the pretty clothes that show off their figure? i admit. i do not have the courage to wear those realli pretty sleeveless clothes and show off my fats. i'm of coz not insulting anione here. i admire those with the courage. realli. *frm the bottom of my heart*
and i don understand. why does some guys say that they don mind their gf being fat or shld i say plump *not refering to my bf, fyi* but they actually do. i haf guy frens who say , "i actually liked abit ba-ba (fleshy) gers." and noe wad i feel like doing? slap them on their face. cum'on. lets say if fiona xie and chen li ping (NO OFFENCE!! JUS AN EXAMPLE!!) stand infront of them, who would they choose? the lady with the fabulous figure and her slightly over sized boobs of coz. guys, tell me chen li ping and i'll slap u. don lie. liars goes to hell k. and don choose the latter coz u peeps hate fiona coz of her act-cuteness (i dunno where this word comes frm, think so such word also. it jus came to my mind. SINGLISH can?). lets jus say u dunno them and judge by the looks and figure. but of coz, chen li ping looks good too k.
morale of the above paragraph is to show that guys don mean wad they say!!!
another thing is that why does those thin gers are complaining that they actually are FAT, when all i see on them is jus skin and maybe a tiny lil bit of extra SKIN over at the tummy area. SO WHY ARE THEY COMPLAINING?!?! especially infront of those who are slightly "fleshier" than them. insulting u noe!!!
i don't know why i decided to write this post. it jus came to my mind. will continue if smthing came up to my mind.
Hanlin slept soundly at 11:09:00 PM
Sunday, April 03, 2005
feel like blogging. but nthing in my mind for me to blog.boring!!!!
aniway. i've bought a new phone. k700i!!!!
LOL!!! finally gort this phone le. hur hur.
bought it wit my own money ok! *independent kid*
once my new number is activated i will inform u peeps k.
that all. nthing else to blog le. boring. bye peeps
Hanlin slept soundly at 7:20:00 PM
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