Monday, April 04, 2005

the usual phrase, i'm getting fatter

i'm getting fatter.
the usual phrase u hear from all gerls.

its a boring post. ignore.

was wondering. why does all the gerls say that? including me also. its sort of in the hormones. from dunno when (can't remember) i've been getting fatter and fatter and have made up my mind to go on countless said-to-be diets (none of them succeeded aniway, so i'm still FAT). as u can see, on my wish list there is this wish that says, LOSE MY FATS, which is i concluded IMPOSSIBLE.

ppl would say the 1st thing u shld do is cut down on the junk food. but seriously, not much junk food has been eaten. for me that is. but of coz i still eat lar! but realli cut down alot frm last time already kz! the 2nd thing is cut down on the food u eat. but seriously, if i realli cut down animore i would not be eating anithing animore.(i'm a small eater, compared to my frens that is.) true enuff, i'm lazy to work out. but the above said shld be able to cut down a tiny whiny tweesy bit of fats rite? but no. it hasn't. so does the problem lies with me? or is it the fats in my body, my arms and tummy especially is PERMANTLY there or is it the fats love me so much that they don bear to leave me in this lonely world?

COME ON!! LEAVE ME ALONE!!! *if onli they would listen and understand. damn!*

i haf frens who eat alot. and i realli mean ALOT. and frens who eat normal but eat alot of times (yes, i'm refering to u my darling py) and they stay DAMN THIN. wtf? life's unfair? tell me bout it.

but aniway, which ger doesn't wan to look good and slim down? wear all the pretty clothes that show off their figure? i admit. i do not have the courage to wear those realli pretty sleeveless clothes and show off my fats. i'm of coz not insulting anione here. i admire those with the courage. realli. *frm the bottom of my heart*

and i don understand. why does some guys say that they don mind their gf being fat or shld i say plump *not refering to my bf, fyi* but they actually do. i haf guy frens who say , "i actually liked abit ba-ba (fleshy) gers." and noe wad i feel like doing? slap them on their face. cum'on. lets say if fiona xie and chen li ping (NO OFFENCE!! JUS AN EXAMPLE!!) stand infront of them, who would they choose? the lady with the fabulous figure and her slightly over sized boobs of coz. guys, tell me chen li ping and i'll slap u. don lie. liars goes to hell k. and don choose the latter coz u peeps hate fiona coz of her act-cuteness (i dunno where this word comes frm, think so such word also. it jus came to my mind. SINGLISH can?). lets jus say u dunno them and judge by the looks and figure. but of coz, chen li ping looks good too k.

morale of the above paragraph is to show that guys don mean wad they say!!!

another thing is that why does those thin gers are complaining that they actually are FAT, when all i see on them is jus skin and maybe a tiny lil bit of extra SKIN over at the tummy area. SO WHY ARE THEY COMPLAINING?!?! especially infront of those who are slightly "fleshier" than them. insulting u noe!!!

i don't know why i decided to write this post. it jus came to my mind. will continue if smthing came up to my mind.
Hanlin slept soundly at 11:09:00 PM