Monday, December 20, 2004

being love, loving. true one.

lying on my bed. haf this suddenly urge to blog. haf a huge huge quarrel with dear. haix.

was wondering. in life. there will be 3 kinds of love. being love by a person, loving a person and finding the true 1.

Being Love By A Person
the person would do anithing for you.
change for you.
do all the things u want him to.
care for u.
always there when u need him.
always trying his best to make u luaff.
but no matter how hard he try.
how many things he haf changed.
it jus seems that u can't love him tat much.

Loving A Person.
the person would usually be the one u say u wun end up with.
heavy smoker.
stuck with coffee.
bad-tempered.
wun change for u.
shout at u.
will smtimes not be there when u need him.
and he haf his REASONS.
everything else seems more impt den u.
a total MCP/MCB.
but u jus couldn't stop loving him.
jus a small thing he do will make ur day.
but loving is tiring.
especially when u change for him.
now u will hope for smone who loves u more den u love him.

The True Love
in my dict.
it don exist.

so,
which stage will u choose to be in?
call me selfish.
i chose to be loved.

yawns.
am tired.
good night.

Hanlin slept soundly at 1:08:00 AM