Monday, October 25, 2004

love me?? hate me?? both???

hmM..have been thinking...

some ppl love me for who i am...not those romantically involve love...but friendship love.. some love me for being strong... some love me the way i handle my stuff.. some love me for doing what i feel is right.. some love me for being able to dismiss wad other ppl think bout me... conclusion is love me for who i am...

others hate me..have been having quite a number of enemy..haa..who cares... i noe alot ppl hate me to the core.. some hate me for my guts..some hate my bitchness..*ps: i can be a real bitch which u piss me off, alot ppl shld noe that..haa.. some hate me for my farking attitude... some hate me for my stubborness.. some jus hate the look on my face when i don smile... practically jus hate me for who i am...

for friends...i think they lay between both?? both love and hate me at the same time..haha.. i think no one in this world will love me totally..neither in friendship love or romantically involve love..i noe my love sometimes hate me as well...laugh out loud...well..i don blame anione..jus that i too noe i have my flaws... i hate and love my friends at the same time...my mostly is love..if not will nv becum friend rite?? *luaffs* no one is perfect...this always believe...

was wondering...if one day i jus pass away...would my friends or even my love remember me as the good side which they love...or the nasty side which they hate?? or both?? hMm..for those who hate me... *rejoice!!!* i'm dead..haa..

oh ya...am hooked on a game now... damn cute...smthing like gb..but cuter... try it out if u are free...maple story its a online game..anione d/l and play remember to inform me so that i can add u as friend k.. gotta go play my game now..tata~
Hanlin slept soundly at 11:38:00 PM