Monday, April 10, 2006

lots of things, lots of memories

had been missing for more than a week. lots of stuff to update.

monday tues thurs was normal working day. nthing much happen to me, nthing much happen ard me.

wenesday was a little more abnormal. i met with my 1st accident, on the road. was too tired after work, took a cab home. while i was about zone off, i heard tyres screeching sound and the next thing i know, my shoulder hit against the front sit. yes, i didn't have my sit belt secure on.

was real lucky that the car behind decide not to let his BMW's logo kiss the taxi's license plate.

i had enuff fats to counter the force thou it was abit painful.

the story ends with me, arriving home safe and paying the taxi fare. i some how can predict that alot ppl will be saying that i am stupid to pay the fare. somehow, i feel i am too, a little stupid at times.

met up with von on friday. had marche, sat and talk. had a heart to heart talk. dearest angeline came. it is always nice to have her ard. thou she always try to be a pilot but then, i still miss her.
proceed to plasma to have some drinks, sing some song. tricia came along.

mummy asked if i can help her to work there again. plasma, a place with too much memories, some which i want to erase off and hope it will nv appear. some, where it will always belong to a special place in my heart. its the place where i change to a person that i don even know who am i anymore. it is also the place where i learn, where i grow to a person i now am. the place is too much for me to bear if i were to work there again.

i think i would need to clarify abit of things here.

i was NEVER a PR kind of status when i worked in plasma. i was purely a waiteress which sometimes sing some songs with the customers or drink a little with the closer ones. mummy appear as one of my manager's friend who occasionaly brought her bunch of girls down to my ex workplace, plasma, after operation hours. she is very friendly but would nv take no as an answer if she asked you to drink.

i vaguely remember she always protects us, waiteress, from some of the drunk customers or would not tolerate any kind of nonsense if anyone were to mistreat us.

soon, she came and become our manageress (is that what u call it?), without her "girls" of cos. she was strict. i hated her. she would get high after all the drinks and start throwing her temper. soon, i quit. due to some personal reason and of cos, her.

saw her last friday and realise she took over plasma already. she is a nice person, as long as she is not drunk.

yes, that was once my life, it was once so complicated. thats the reason why now i adore simplicity.

Hanlin slept soundly at 10:47:00 PM